Heh, this is first time I ever rite i page for a journal , and I don't know what to write about ..This days , or more then just cupple of days maybe months ,I have a bad mood . A lot of problems in personal life that couse me so much trouble .I started to be more closed inside myself , thinking a lot , I allmost forgot that I have friends . The worse of it , that for a long period I stuked in modeling and drawing for all summer didn't do something to improve myself . And NO ideas were in my had to create something, .. tired to be like this , want to be happy , become inspired ,create a lot ,not just plaing PC all day and watching junk on in